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haha lately I was too busy to surf the net in my spare time. Rest seems like the best idea to do :)
Yeah, actually I am tired, but it is truly bring peace I love being busy and fruitful, it feels better than when u are just playing around.
And I do really have a bunch of story since christmas, so many thought I want to share, but then the wind blows it away by the end of the day. Haha
Lately, a mysterious person irritated me. Call me all day and night, and when I picked up the phone it just... no sound. Grrrrr
And my best friends are coming, unfortunately I still haven't meet them yet becos my time is so limited, I don't even reply their text (God have mercy on me) So I'm going to see them after new year's activity. Have to!
Anyway, forget about all those things, I'm doing fine here. Nothing to be worried about :)

just

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2010! =)

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More days off?

God wants me to know that:
"You're chasing in the wrong field. What you are looking for is inside of you, not 'out there'. Take a few days off to become quiet and look within, and you will find it."

Maybe it was right. I was chasing in the wrong field. I know lately I've been so bad (according to what I feel) and I totally don't know what's going on with me. What do I supposed to find inside me myself? Oh God, I'm totally blur off and perhaps I need more days off, I really do need it. While nobody could ever help me beside me alone. Oh God.. I need guidance.

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God Wants Me to Know

Today, you should celebrate what an unbelievable life you have had so far: the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they have served to make you stronger. Just as a gem cannot be polished without friction, nor can a life be perfected without trials. Take a time to acknowledge your life and to praise yourself.

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Lagi Males

Musuh terbesar dalam hidup kita? ya, itu memang diri kita sendiri. Kalo lagi dalam masalah, kalo lagi dikejar-kejar deadline, kalo emang urusan dah numpuk, dipikir-pikir kita emang ga bisa lari kemana-mana lagi beside got to finish it! Ke dugem? nyemoke? matiin hape? buat apaa..itu namanya lari dari tanggung jawab dan masalah malah tambah numpuk. Jadi, kenapa harus lari? ya karena diri kitalah yang bilang kalo kita lari aja. Itulah sebabnya musuh terbesar kita itu diri kita sendiri. Taklukin dulu diri kita then kita bisa taklukin orang-orang di sekitar kita. Yah emang segala sesuatu dimulai dari hal terkecil dalam diri kita.
Humm, emang kalo ngomong itu gampang. Ngelakuinnya susah pisannn!!! Haha. Sekarang contohnya, kenapa saia bisa ngeblog? karena saia lagi hiding, males banget niih ketemu orang-orang, padahal ada aja yang nungguin. Kenapa ya begitu? huhuhu aku pengen jalan-jalan tanpa beban pikiran tapi kok orang-orang pada ga mikirin itu ya? Let me free even for a day please.
Semalem sate, kata Papi "J", "gapapa, ini ga lama kok, ini cuma sementara kok, dan pasti jerih payahmu ga sia-sia." Emang, aku mau percaya, mauu banget, tapi tetep aja kalo uda ketemu reality lagi, oh God, aku down lagi. Kayaknya iman aku terbang jauh lagi. Jadi sekarang, hari ini aja, pengen deh hidup tanpa di iming-iming tekanan. Hahaha. Rese nih, dunia is so extremely extreme. Kalo lagi ga ada kerjaan, nganggur nya kebangetan, kalo lagi sibuk juga banget banget. Maybe the angles must learn ilmu management gitu ya biar ga bakal rebek hidup manusia ini. (ngaco, red)

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